Saturday, March 28, 2009
myself is my shoulder to cry on n a place i coax myself bcz i hv 'nobody' , i hv my mama, n frnds .. but......
y r ppl doing this to me after what i've done for them . i'm tired telling myslf .
y r ppl always hurts me .y......? it hurts so much . i'm so hurt ,i wish ..........
Friday, March 27, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
It took me a lot of guds to tell em' . Relief....... I feel like in small box almost suffocated and now I will rise..hahaha ..
Nah,juz glad at last those words came out from my mouth .Actually I dunt mind doing everything by myself .
I should learn to share responsibilities . I can’t live in the outside world if I’m selfish/stupid .
TODAY – collective responsibility
Saturday, March 21, 2009
At this point , I’ve understand certain things that happpens in our relationship . Many things have change throughout the years . No matter how , I still believe our love will remain ..we still love each other even we’ve change . But , I always expect more from you..always..all the time , and it’s not fair for you . I’ve started to understand now.. saying is much more easier than doing it . Is understanding is enough in a relationship.. ?? i’m confused .
TODAY – LOVE is not all about me n LOVE is not everything .
Am I hypocrite ? Are you a hypocrite person ? How would you consider a person to be hypocrite ? Let me answer all these questions before I go deep furher .
I believe I’m not such a hypocrite person because it is too mean for me to consider myself that way . As if I’m pretending not to have some values , belief , feelings or in other word ..insincerity . And yeap is so frustrating when you’ve been called a ‘HYPOCRITE’ , especially when your loved one who said that .
I feel so sad , so damm sad .....
But , sometimes I did pretent to be who I’m not .. I prested because of a few reasons .. I guess tats a white hypocrite..huhu..juzt like a ‘white lie’ .It’s good when there are people who stand out and tell you the truft .So..what kind of person I am if I couldt be critized ...
TODAY – think deep...deep.. n deeperrrrrrrr
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
nothing to do ..jz comin to my mind zappppp......
THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY
They were destiny to be together….
He’s goergous, she’s pretty
They have a great life , good job, big house and fancy cars
They life part from each other
But, they’ve meet before
25 years ago……….
In A TRAGIC incident
That’s all when it’s all started .
No matter where they were ,
Even no matter they already have a love life
They were destiny to be together
Good or worst
Life involves around them
Was that good or bad
Can they overcome the fate that made by man
Will they be together or…………………
Will they hurt their love ones.
Name : Marry Anne Joseph
Age : 20
Occpation : Housewife
Spouse : James Andrew
That man was drunk !! He killed my wife!!He killed her!! Ohhh nooooooooo….. my baby! My baby ..I want to see her!!! James Andrew was crying like mad. He wasn’t allowed to see his baby because of his condition .
I’m sorry Mr.Andrew..your wife is gone. She lost lots of blood, but we manage to save your baby . It was a baby girl . Be strong !! The doctor went away.
From far, there were 2 policemen coming towards James
Name : Jesline Daniel
Age : 28
Father: Mr. George Michael
Spouse : Mr. Davic Schum
Siblings : Kerry Daniel,Marry Daniel
Plsss Marry ! Don’t be stupid. You will only breakr father’s heart . He has high blood pressure !! Don’t act stupid. We all love you !! We do.
Marry was crying while Kerry is persuading her.
Let her do what she wants !! From now on, you will no longer be part of this family .. Tears came out from Marry’s eyes . She then leave………….
Fine!!! Till the end of my life , I pray you will never come to my funeral!!
Nama : Annabelle James
Age : 4
Aunt JEsline, where are you going ? Please don’t leave me..
Don’t wory dear, grandpa will look after you from now on..
I love you……… Tears
You are lucky Andrew,you have such a lovely daughter . She has her mother’s look. Very fair and fine good looking young girl.
‘Don’t judge a book by it’s cover’ . How do you define that? Ann- Well , I will fall for that person no matter what to reveal the trust .
Dammmnnn.. Bullshit!! He’s innocent !! You are making up stories so that we’ll hate him .
Marry..marry please listen to me..
Look at me love
We have no choice
To be continue…. whooozzzzzzzzz
I stopped writing poems years ago . Well, I’m not a poetic person , but there were times when I just grab my pen and wrote what were in my mind . Just for fun.Sometimes the idea keep on flowing from my mind for no reason . But, that hardly happent. Just once in a blue moon .
I want to share my latest poems . I wrote that a month ago. Actually , my friend read the poem and she said it was OK. So, I guess maybe I can share it with you guys..
My dear love,
I didnt realize
When did you cast the spell of love
I only knew when
I keep on missing you the next day
I keep denying this feeling
But it keeps on growing and flowering
I cried for missing you,
I cried for lovin you,
Is there anything wrong??
Then why should I cry??
The answer is too complicated
How do we meet?
It was a twist of fate between you and me
And I thank god for that
Together we hold the oppurtunity
But together we were fighting
Figthing to let go the oppurtunity that
might cause us despair in future .
But this twist of fate that makes my life shines
and it will remain as precious as a treasure !
mY 1st ever poem went I was madly in Love . Too bad it was love at one side ..yeap.. plus it was a long distance relationship .
Let me figure this out…,
It wasn’t love at first sight…
You are the 110th person that night
You can be my b/f yes u might..
But i’m to shy damn it..
It’s so fate of twist..
Again and again it’s not right…
I made a choice bt it didnt turn out that night
I made a choice bt it didnt turn out right
I walked a long the street
Cracking up what to do ..alright..
Forgo and forget..
U come again and visit
Arrghh damn u *****
yOu should see me facE today
i almost cried..sop3x
i was scolded by my driving instructer
i get so tense n scared everytime i'm on the road
bt i know he means well
he juzt wants me to learn
learn n learn n learn
he always told me
don't get bored to learn
n tq anyway
i learn something valueble
everytime I make a mistake
I hope I can pass my pre-test tomorrw.
wish me luck Ok..
TODAY - it's already late nite ..juz wanna have a good sleep .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Later after class we went to mcd and have 2 choco top . It tasted so YUMMY ..huhu because the wheather was so hot this afternoon and it was perfect to have ice-cream at that time.
So, here I am , all alone..wondering what to do later. Still energetic because I took Chorophll to boost up my energy . Ok guys, I'll go figure out what to do after this .Catha later .
TODAY - Harmony inside me...
Monday, March 9, 2009
This is one of his favourite food indeed . He loved it so much and he told me that the taste is complete..huhuhu i'm flattered . Yeap I do.. And for you guys outside there , compliment is one of the best thing to say your girlfriend. Trust me .. Everytime he told me that he loves my cooking . i'm so glad.. HAPPY GIRL.. ;-) . It is like an appreciation for me . I just don't know how to describe further .. I'll bet you guys know how I feel .
TODAY - Do my best tonight!!
- Pengukuran dan Penilaian
- Social studies
- Bahasa Muzik Lanjutan 2
- Pendidikan Muzik Tahun 5 dan 6
- Rph (social studies)
- Conclusion for chapter 4
TODAY - Done what need to be done!!!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
- your partner is better than you
- your partner is perfect than you
- your partner doesnt match you physically or mentally
I have my special ones. My loved ones . Eventhough we have some differences in some aspects but we loved each other .
TODAY : LOVE YOUR LOVED ONES UNCONDITIONALLY .
- I'm a sad person..yup
- I'm the happiest person.. yeap
- I'm incomplete.. hmmm...
- I'm not perfect.. ya..ya..
I AM SIMPLE . More to myself .
TODAY : I wish I could be better .........